Afraid
I haven’t blogged in forever….. I’m afraid of being left alone and I think this might be it . I can’t stand when someone e won’t let me have my say in a argument I also can’t stand when someone calls me a liar. I’m a very deep emotional person and If you won’t hear me out I get to wond up and that I am right now . Everyone sees how much I have change except one person , the one person who’s opinion matters to me the most and he just won’t listen and it’s the smallest thing that we are arguing about . I don’t know what to do and times like this I really wish I had some friends all u have is my daughter that’s how it feels at times at the end of the day she is the one who I have to think about I don’t understand why I have such a difficult life it’s like no matter how much I try and get better with life somehow a force of energy just wants me to fail and to break I don’t know how much more I can handle .. I only push forward for my daughter everyday . My life is so complex I have So many things to me worried about and this is another stress . I wish people just really knew the real me ..
My name is Maria A, 18 & Mommy to Delilah Joy. loving every moment of my life. I strongly believe that god has blessed me with an amazing daughter & she has saved me in every way possible. planning to enroll in college this summer as of now i am i stay at home mommy , not planning to work until Delilah is 6 months i am exclusively breastfeeding her! her dad and i are still together , we both have lots of growing up to do but we have a great relationship , the only downfall is that he is a senior in high school so i take care of delilah 7 days a week alone. my life has taken a different cource that i planed for myself but i wouldnt have it any other way ! I blog mostly about her as she grows more & more everyday ENJOY:) add me on fb http://www.facebook.com/marialdj
